Friday, January 26, 2018

Week 3 Post

Figured Worlds
In coming to the concept of figured worlds, I am exploring the idea of considering different spaces, contexts or worlds I occupy as uniquely constructed entities or "realms" as Holland et al (1998) describe them. Within each of my distinct yet often overlapping figured worlds, I co-construct, along with other agents (people) the amount of importance that is assigned to certain specific actions through the emotions and feelings assigned to those actions.

Whew, is that a lot to try to hold still?!?

With that working definition, then, I am seeing a clear link (relatively clear, as all this is :)) between activity theory and figured worlds. In their description of the intersection of these ideas, Holland et al (1998) refer to figured worlds being "formed and re-formed" as we engage in everyday activities (p. 53). They go on to discuss the ways in which figured worlds serve as abstractions. So, for example, in considering the figured world of academia, specifically the space we occupy as part of the figured world of doctoral students in the College of Education at Mizzou, no one activity in which we engage (e.g., gathering important theoretical knowledge via coursework; teaching undergraduate courses to gain experience, etc.) is the definition of that figured world. Rather, it is the increasingly abstract nature of these activities together that shape the way we come to know, describe and move through our shared figured world.

I found it insightful that Holland et al (1998) emphasized the importance of analyzing people's activities rather than trying to "theorize at the figured world level" (p. 57). Last week in our small group, Sarah, Edwin and I were discussing how one would take up activity theory in an educational space. Which activities do you observe and why? How many activities inside of activities inside of activities are necessary to observe and study in order to say we can make some claims about our observations? I think that I was posing some of those questions because I, unknowingly, was emphasizing theoretical conclusions at the figured world level, rather than focusing on the importance of individual activities (which certainly are embedded within and amongst one another). This week's readings are helping me rethink those initial questions. 

Materiality
As I try to incorporate ideas of artifacts and materiality into figured worlds, I want to focus my discussion here around objects as tools. I do this intentionally because my analytic gaze (thanks for introducing that phrase to me last week, Angie!) so often emphasizes d/Discourse. While clearly I want to maintain the importance of talk, discourse and body language as central to the conversation of artifacts, I also want to push myself to think more about materiality this semester. So, in thinking specifically about how artifacts contribute and subsequently help create the figured world of life as a doctoral student in the College of Ed at Mizzou, I'm specifically drawn to thinking about the role that my laptop, specifically the brand of my laptop, played in helping to construct that world.

Before I began my doctoral work, I had always been a PC user. The first computer my parents bought was a Gateway. I had a Dell in college and subsequently was given another Dell while working for my prior school district. I walked into my first doc seminar and noticed something as I sat with and among my peers. There were Macs everywhere! I read this artifact/tool/object as something that contributed to the construction of this figured world I was just entering. By the end of the course, I had invested in my own Mac (about which I have absolutely not regrets). To me, this artifact speaks to the ways in which materials shape figured worlds. 
                                      
Identity, Agency, POWER

"Identity is one way of naming the dense interconnections between the intimate and public venues of social practice" (Holland et al, 1998, p. 270).

I found this to be an important idea as I was wading through the ways that identities are co-constructed (maybe that's even too dualistic sounding…multiply constructed?) within figured worlds. First, I found the idea of historical landscape to be particularly important when discussing identity. Holland et al (1998) point to the importance of recognizing that history exists within the landscape of a society but also at the individual level of a person. Therefore, I do not completely reconstruct my identity from scratch each and every time that I enter a new or existing figured world. Rather, I bring with me both my historical and overlapping identities as well as the conscious or subconscious history of society (perhaps too broad a term).

To unpack these ideas, I found myself arriving at the dichotomy between the concepts of "positional identity" and "narrativized or figurative identities" (Holland et al, 1998, p. 127). I'll use the same example of life as a doc student to discuss how I'm thinking about each of these.

So, in this doctoral figured world, my positional identity would be my understanding of the ways my social position shifts and changes depending on the other players in my world. I select and choose specific linguistic forms to which I have access in order to navigate the daily instances of power and power structures that I encounter. Perhaps I do this through a specific set of predictable actions (e.g., I remember which professors want to be called by their full title and which are cool with first names; I jump through the hoops of forms and paperwork; I pump egos that seem to need pumping, etc.) but, sometimes, I use agency in a way that requires me to improvise (Holland et al, 1998). My improvisations, then, are unpredictable but not uninformed. I use agency in ways that are interconnected to the identity I've formed with artifacts, power structures and other characters in my figured world. 

My narrativized or figurative identity within this space, then, might be related to the stories that exist within the figured world. As Holland et al (1998) describe this identity, they describe it as the "generic" version. So, as I'm thinking about this description of identity, I'm wondering if it would fit the way that students are discussed collectively or perhaps even individually in faculty meetings. Perhaps this would also include the way my identity is interpreted by others, since positioned identities are interpreted by self (but that could be an overgeneralization). Even more broadly, perhaps my figurative identity doesn't include much about me, specifically, at all. Perhaps my figured identity is more about the ways a doctoral student passes through the university and creates a narrative of the experience alongside other seemingly homogeneous doctoral experiences.

Further Wonderings

As we really delved into talking about different ways to describe identity this week, I'm wondering how everyone else is thinking about the concept of "self." Last spring, in Philosophical Perspectives of Social Science Research, we spent a lot of time discussing whether or not each of us has an actual "self," a core at the center of us. Is there something that stays consistent within us over time or are we constantly using aspects of certain identities that intersect with new identities and at the center, there is just this mess of identities? I'd love to hear how others might think about this idea.
            

4 comments:

  1. I will start with your concluding thoughts - I think it is both, at least from my perspective. We may have a core self (ideas, and beliefs and experiences) that transcends our many different figured identities. However, it is fair to say that we are a "mess" of identities too. I will leave that that for now. I also relate so well with your switch to Mac (although I am a Windows person at heart). I am often surprised how much grad students including myself have had been shaped by this figured world of Mac in academia. It makes one think about the "power" and influence of figured worlds on individual identities within those worlds.

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    1. Monica,
      Your blog has me thinking about how figured worlds gain new members, much like the graphic of self and identity. When you mentioned Apple vs. PC, I immediately could think of specifics of artifacts for each figured world. Apple: the bright white casing or the steel, the logo. I like that you mentioned it because I forgot my Mac at home during class last week. I remember looking around the table and being very frustrated because I had my Chromebook instead when EVERYONE else had a Mac. I use it for one of the rules of our figured world: Airplay at will. In fact, I only use it in this figured world of academia. I actually prefer my Chromebook. After my undergrad RICA class last night, I began to ponder the dangers of assuming others have membership in a figured world to which you belong. Isn't that what happens so often with our marginalized students in schools? It's assumed they have access to the artifacts, to the linguistic systems, and instead they are often left as outsiders to that figured world. I appreciate Edwin's comment about a "mess" of identities. Doesn't that speak to relational identity and positional identity? I cannot wait for class tonight. I look forward to continuing our conversation.

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  2. Monica,
    You provided guiding questions (hopefully we can touch on) regarding individual activity and then to end with the idea of self. I shared my identity board and my friend said there is not one picture of just yourself. I have all these identities, but what is self and do we have power over that?
    The computer story made me laugh! I too was not a mac user and that was the FIRST thing I thought of when beginning school. I love mine now, but had to learn the differences to fit the figured world of academics. Your visuals provide insight into your thinking.

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  3. Monica,

    I had replied earlier in the day but I see that my post has disappeared into cyberspace. So if it magically reappears and you have two, my apologies. I will try to remember what I had earlier.

    I found your discussion about artifacts and figured worlds interesting and it caused me to think more about Holland et al.'s (1998) idea about how forces move people to act and use artifacts in specific ways. Your story about how everyone had a Mac in graduate school reminded me of the scene from the movie Legally Blonde where Elle buys a laptop because she wants to be seen as a "serious" law student. In order to position herself as "serious" she purchases an artifact so she has the same artifact (laptop) as everyone else. But what I find interesting about this scene is that Elle buys an orange Mac laptop where all the other students have black or gray PC laptops. The character of Elle is moved to action by artifacts, but instead of buying the same artifact to be completely relatable she purchases one continues to single her out amongst the other law students. Thus Elle uses improvisation and agency to be within the world but still position herself as different than the others.

    I also appreciated your visuals. As I was completing the readings I began to wonder if I am ever my true self, or if a true self even exists. I feel that in my life I go from figured world to figured world, "changing costumes" and I doubt that perhaps I ever act in any figured world as my true self. After reading Holland et al. (1998), I am wondering if the true self I think I am, is just another role I play in a figured world I have created for myself.

    ~Sarah

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